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Sitting alone in pure silence
With millions of thoughts
Running through my mind
The answers that I need
I just can't seem to find
My eyes are red, puffy, and sore
And I see a reflection of myself
That I didn't see before
My heart is aching
I feel nothing but defeat
I know the devil is lurking
And he's responsible for this deceit
I can't seem to stop these tears
From rolling and falling down my face
I can't begin to fathom
How I even got into this place
In a place of immorality
A place that's slowly pulling me
Closer and closer to mortality
Thinking if today was my last day
On this place called earth
I wonder did I do anything
To give my life any worth
Then I cried some more
Because the truth damaged me
To my core
Then came the thought
Do I have anything to live for
Just when the pain became
Just too much to bare
I fell to my knees
And I can hear the devil say
Don't you dare
As loud as I could
I said JESUS please
I need you now
Help me love myself
As much as you love me
Because I clearly don't know how
It was at that very moment
A sense of peace submerged
Within me
And the devil's presence
Was no longer felt
I felt a sense of love
That made my heart melt
Suddenly all my troubles
Just didn't seem all that bad
I gained a confidence
That I never in my life had
When I look in the mirror
I love what looks back at me
Nothing but LOVEâ¤
