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All up in my feelings
Emotions digging deep
A million thoughts of how I feel inside
Making it hard for me to sleep
I don't know when exactly
Things began to change
When did I actually start to care
I tried so hard to lock down my heart
I acted as if it wasn't even there
But somewhere along the way
He stole my key
Like a thief in the the night
And I went along with it
As if it was alright
I knew I wasn't ready to love
The way he wanted me too
But if I tell you right now
That I didn't love him
That just simply wouldn't be the truth
Now I'm all in my feelings
And that's not where I wanted to be
Trying hard not to overwhelm myself
But it's impossible not to overthink
I know this is where
I always go wrong
Because I won't let things just be
I won't let myself understand
What's destined to be will be
I'm inside head
Trying to find a way out
Trying to move out of my own way
And see what this love is about
Whether I like it or not
I like him alot
And he has possession of my heart
And I really don't see him returning it soon
So I'm telling myself to just make room
And get out of my feelings
