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Sleep walking, gone off subliminals, sounds form but never pass my lips, need to check my trigeminal, nerves crossed like fingers, inhibition lingers, my CNS has PMS! Body stays in constant fight or flight, it is a literally battle between Death and Life! Pain intense, talking 5 notches past immense; no meds strong enough to dull this. Seems like Flare Up is my Middle name, engulfed in heat, spontaneous combustion with no flames! Irritation brings on exacerbation, buterfly masked facial expressions...Zyrtec and Beny lace my purse but that is not the half of Lupus, my curse
Inflammation all over agitation, systemically body working against me...why is this happening, getting attacked by known pathogens, wish I could break away, be free, but how? When the problem is me?
