Break up Season Intro

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life

Goodmorning beautiful,
Smiling to keep from crying while I write this. Focusing on the
happy memories rather than the negative possibilities. I see that
we aren't where we used to be, but thankfully, the void left from
outside forces pulling us apart hasn't managed to create hate
within my heart. So even though I felt you pull further away
today, I still love you....
You may say I pulled back first so how can this be? My reply is
that I can't help but recognize the things you refuse to see. Better
without me, better with no we, how can I want us, knowing we
can't be? At least we shouldn't be or else I wouldn't be pulling
my hair out speaking metaphorically. But just as my bald head
shines in the light, I watch your smile shine bright, as you, your
family, and friends become more and more tight. Deep down I
know that's what you want and need. So In my absence you get
closer to them and further away from me. I just want you to be
happy as can be. Even if it requires me to sacrifice we, or us, it's
tough… to be grammatically correct when my heart is trying to
punch out the side of my neck, I won't open my mouth and let it
expose the words I hide inside. I'd rather lock it away and let
things ride. Silently looking in your eyes like the first time all over
again. Taking things back to how they started with a heart full of
emotion, my notebook, and my pen....