marriage is not my salvation

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i must remind myself marriage is not my salvation the Lord of Heaven's armies is Jesus Christ the Unique one who died on the cross and was raised from the dead on the third day He is the one who saved me God loves me as a person and i must stop allowing this lie to repeat in my mind that i have to stay married to her in order to be close with God the devil is a lie God created me and knew me before i was born He loves me as an individual and im worthy of a loving marriage a marriage where i can be treated like a man a real man of God im tired of being downplayed and mistreated slept on discounted because of my gentleness i love and i love hard i know i am a worthy catch i am a blessing to my dream wife this toxic behavior is destroying my peace of mind and representation of myself to me i know i am a sinful man i know i am far from perfect but at least i can admit that i make mistakes i do not deserve to be talked to like that i don't deserve to be talked down to and constantly put down than wickedly accused of doing the same thing marriage is not my salvation Jesus is He is the one who died for me before i even knew how to breathe how to say Abba He spoke me into existence He loves me and wants me to be with Him forever i don't have to be with one particular human being in order for me to be with Him forever that's not even scriptural it doesn't say that anywhere in His word i am worthy of His love i will not be moved by money and rewards i am tired of the devil trying to tell me that apart from her i won't be anything and i will crash and burn the devil is a lie! God formed me from the dust of the earth and if He wanted to He could form me again He loves me and wants my heart and no other idols right now i feel like i have mad this relationship out to be somewhat of an idol i have allowed this marriage to be more important to me than the One who established marriage on this earth Lord i rather be alone and have you than to be with someone who constantly makes me feel bad for wanting to always spend time with you i actually enjoy being by myself i don't mind actually because i know in truth i am not by myself you told me Lord that you would be with me forever even until the end of the age thank you for giving me your lovely spirit i need you Lord and i want you more than ever i love the way you make me feel that warm loving feeling in my heart that tingle of joy of wholeness of completeness thank you for restoring me this heaviness of heart Lord please discard it from me whatever it is that is causing me to be faint of heart please remove it You are my salvation please remove this lie from my consciousness that this marriage is the reason for my salvation you groomed me before and prepared me before i was even born i am worthy of love i am worthy of respect i am worthy of being treated with dignity and honor if i am misunderstood let it be for your glory i know i can rebuild i know i am being made whole but i also know that you love me and will always be with me i want to be with you Lord i wouldn't mind if you took me up and away even now at this moment but nevertheless thank you Lord for destroying the lie that my marriage is my salvation thank you Jesus. #ALPHA Book Projects #Alpha Talk #Relationships #Self Improvement