Dismal looms

dismal looms over my head casting shadows of doubt like cloudy dread, i cannot stand any longer, i cannot take this any longer. my future is bleak and i see no reason to go on with life as is has been. my destination calls for a change and i must make it. i have tried to live this life and i cant take it, nothing shown has been real only now realized, i finally see the truth with my own eyes. have i been blind or seeing illusions in plain site? i question my own intentions. was i seeing because i wanted to see or because i needed to believe, no matter now its time to set my mind free. its time to set my mind free. dismal looms