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Wakin up to breakfast..place is clean and calm. Kids slowly wakin.. Sippin tea..feelin like mom.. Skim through the channels and newspaper for something to grab my attention. Attention the envelope reads.. However readin it is not my current intention. Finally able to sit back, inhale and exhale ..just breathe. Overwhelmed a long time.. Like a disease..and it was dis-easin to me..all my hard work, effort and determination without much to show for me. Finally my efforts payin off. Climbin my career ladder..me and discouragement are no longer involved. Kinda evolved..on a different level..succeess came in time..right on schedule. To empower and enlighten..even inspire. To aspire or inquire about higher level goals.. Its all possible and dreams can unfold. Change your focus.. Hope instead of hopeless ..faith instead of feelin worthless. To have my bills paid.. Debts resolved seems so far away. Like hey least I try ..the blessin is in wakin to another day. Pushed my flaws aside for once to stop self criticisin..now im vibin..paradisn on a natural high. Some say..sky is the limit.. Either way as long as you the work..you'll make it, all I can say. I rather my works and efforts not be in vain. I pray for hope and changes we can unitedly make. No everything won't be a fairytale..happy days, flowers and nothing wrong in sight however..it can be a sight to see more hope, love, peace and unity. Standin on what we believe..and not just how we perceive. Listening to each other and ourselves more. Close the door on old roads for a while cus there are new ones to explore.. To have more of what you hope, wanted and work for.. Less limitations and imitations..jus real for sure. Seems like its uncomfortable yet its more then fathomable.. Its can all happen with a lil work and passion tho. Sick and tired of the same fights, long nights..most of my life tryna get it right..with every thing I do ..even knowin im not perfect. We have a purpose even if some, haven't realized it..some are holdin on to those words.."you won't make it" whats worse is the words came from a person you didn't expected and it hit hard yet you can always change it. Now go about your way with a little joy. The word says remain childish at heart.. You don't have to be serious or delirious..all the time..the illusions fading to the side ..now you can wake up with a lil more peace ..if not guilt free bliss or maybe witness that those who judged are now themselves judged..they can't handle what they dish out. Ain't that some fudge.