If it doesn't bring you great joy
If it's not bringing you happiness
Then why continue to do it ?
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You just wanna feel something/anything will do
Nah that's not it the truth is it probably hurts like hell huh? You enjoy that your downfalls your mistakes are incorrectable
It's almost as if you bathe in the same gravel you fall in then get bacc up ready for more
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I mean you're kinda right it's really not that complex I just happen to like using everything at my disposal to achieve my goals just because something doesn't bring me joy or happiness
Doesn't mean that there isn't a reason behind
Why I'm doing it. does that answer your question
Indeed.