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Today is the day, years of playing back that part at the alter has come,
The anticipation as the people gather, shes happy but her heart is on the run.
She thinkin about the guy who made her smile;
That day the blue skies seem different, it rarely captures the sun shinning moments,
Her thoughts are stolen,
The bridesmaids dress in glamour and she can barely keep focus.
This is suppose to be easy; Her soon to be husband is everything she could imagine,
Hes light, tall and handsome, his stroke game quench all her desires the passion is everlasting.
Well off financially, showering gifts,
But he lacks in vision, mentally unstable, and spiritually unfit.
Meanwhile the new guy is no way near her preference,
But hes diverse and affectionate and tells her the many ways he wants to penetrate her essence.
Intrigue and impressive how he put words together when describing her;
Overwhelmed with adrenaline, she cant explain what's she feeling.
She spend the morning praying for direction,
It's only been a couple months but with him she feel a connection.
A constant reflection,
She dont wont to disappoint her family,
So she tell the new guy, this cant happen that's she soon to be married,
In a few hours at most,
In suspense and disarray, He walk away without saying a word.
She considered to persue him, but she wasnt ready,
Content with what her husband to be was doing for her, lifestyle was compelling.
Thinking the new guy was just distraction; But she continued to think of him,
what could have been, what could of happen.
Why now! Why today! As she pacing back and forth,
Suddenly there a knock at the door.
Opens it, you seem quite distant, her cousin replied,
But she downed play it and just covered her eyes.
Eventually she knew she had to decide.
Reachin for anything, looking out the window, breathing in sigh.
It's really not going the way she envisioned,
Distrough and confusing,
She feeling pain down to her hip.
Now shes thinkin, You cant risk it all based on potential,
She just wants happiness, balance in life build a legacy, monumental.
Because Any man he could say how much hes in love with you,
Your worth more than being euphoric,its inevitable to see what's true...
Meanwhile the time is moving, She finally pulls her self together, she looking at her dress,
deliberately restrained her emotions, moving forward in full effect.
She chooses material over happiness,
Wants so much out of life, couldn't settle for average.
Almost ready? Her mom asked, she didnt answer just walk out the door.
And hugged her close.
The music starts, the crowd is in awe,
She couldnt believe this moment was here, but inside she was torn apart.
As she walks down the aisle, tears begin to fall.
Distraught and confused complete disarray on her wedding day.
Dearly beloved we gather here, to join this man and woman The words are being said,
her soon be husband holding her hand..
Thinking, she done with the motions she finally stand.
After exchanging of the rings, her husband tongue kissed her down
Turned on, in the moment, she thought she made the right decision, she finally smile...
