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IF HEAVEN HAD VISITING HOURS I WOULD VISIT EVERYDAY. I MISS MY AUNTIE DEARLY I JUST WANNA SEE HER FACE.
MAYBE JUST LISTEN TO HER VOICE FOR THE LAST GO ROUND. IT'S HARD TO STAND STRONG IF IT'S NOT SOLID GROUND.
BUT SHE'D KNOW WHAT TO SAY JUST TO KEEP MY MIND AT PEACE. BUT MY HEART AND MIND AREN'T FUNCTIONING EVERYDAY I'M LOSING SLEEP.
I MISS YOUR SMILE I MISS LAUGHTER BUT MOST OF ALL I MISS YOUR LOVE. WISHING I COULD REWIND YOUR LIFE FOR SWEET KISSES AND A HUG.
SO MANY THINGS LEFT UNSAID CAUSE HER DEATH WAS ON SHORT NOTICE. BUT THE LIVING NEVER GRIEVES CAUSE THE DEAD IS NOT THEIR FOCUS.
I WAS PRAYING THIS BECOME A HOLIDAY FOR EVERYONE TO SEE. WE ALL HAVE A NUMBER BUT DON'T KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE.
SO ENJOY THE SMALLS THINGS THAT WE LOOK OVER EVERYDAY. REMEMBER TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE SO LISTEN AS I SAY.
NEVER STOP THE CALLS OR TEXT NO MATTER IF YOUR MAD. CAUSE CERTAIN SITUATIONS CAUSE DEFINITELY BE THE LAST.
AND I KNOW I'LL NEVER SHARE THOSE MOMENTS NOW ONLY I'M SORRY OR GOODBYE. ALL I HAVE IS BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES WITH A HEART THAT'S MADE TO CRY.
ABOUT THE LAST MOMENT I SPENT WITH HER BUT I CAN NEVER PLAY IT BACK. AND IT'S EATING ME UP TO SEE TIME FADE BUT WHERE WAS MY TIME AT.
WHEN I NEEDED TO SAY HOLD ON I'M PRAYING SO YOU JUST KEEP ON FIGHTING. THE HURT AND PAIN FROM MY LOST NOT GAIN IT'S YOU WHO INSPIRED MY WRITING.
YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME I WAS SPECIAL AND WE'D LAUGH ABOUT MY NAME. AND NO MATTER WHAT THE DISTANCE WAS WE'RE CONNECTED LIKE A CHAIN.
I WAS THERE AND I COULDN'T SAVE YOU AND I JUST WANNA KNOW WHY. I WAS SO HURT AND CONFUSED I GAVE UP LIVING TO DIE.
A PIECE OF ME VANISHED AND I HAVE NOT YET SURFACED. AND ALL DA PEOPLE WHO PRETENDED TO LOVE HER SHOWED ME THEY WERE HURTLESS.
SO LORD I KNOW YOUR LISTENING BUT 1 DAY I HOPE TO SEE. WHY THE 17TH OF APRIL YOU WASN'T READY FOR ME.
BUT YOU SAID WAIT YOUR TURN, IT'S NOT YOUR TIME, I'VE CHOSEN MY ANGEL PRECIOUS.
I SAID BUT I DIED THAT DAY TO BUT TO OTHERS I'M STILL LIVING BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T RECOGNIZE THE PAIN IN ME CAUSE THEY SO USE TO MY SMILE BEING FULL OF STRENGTH BUT I BREAKDOWN TO BELIEVE IT, I'M ONLY HUMAN CAUSE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS SUPER POWERS WHEN GOD IS IN CONTROL!!!
SO I HAD TO LEARNED WHEN 1 DIES YOU STILL HAVE AN OPTION TO CHOOSE!!
SO I CHOSE TO LIVE!!
AM I'M SO GLAD I DID!!
