It Hurts

Pains to ah Tee

How could it be 

The one i nursed back to health

Is now hurting me

Help me somebody... please

Im suffocating so bad i can barely breathe

Beat me so bad. then had sex,....

With a beautiful woman in my bed while i was home

Sitting in the chair watching feeling stupid and alone

I wanted to cry but i knew he would get mad

So i played it off, smiled and pretended to be glad

C'mere he said. get me hard

So bad i wanted to let down his guard

but i did it all the while in my mind saying grace

The ordasity he had to rub my face

Daddy taste good baby? yes! i said:

Then he tells me.... take ya clothes off, lay on the bed

Spread ya legs he says so she can taste whats mine

I was praying that he wouldnt make us pull a 69

I moaned so soft, it felt so good;

I wonder if this woman is from my hood

Thats enough he says get get up! you into it to much;

Yet again i moved so quick waiting for his punch

But instead it didnt come to her he made love

He used no protection, not even a rubber glove 

Her moans... i can still here screaming daddy i love you

I love you to shorty and to me you betta stay true

At that a tear fell how could he be so cruel

After everything we've been through to him i always stayed true

5 years of hell life with no bail

And i couldnt even muster up the courage to tell

2012... while sitting in prison

I found out some real live ish that was crimson

Not only was she pregnant and that was his baby

I found out he made her his main, top lady.

This story goes back to 2010;

This door is now shut and he will never enter again!