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I had a girlfriend once and she meant the world to me, I think I can say that about most girlfriends. I wish there was one I was strong enough to fight for. It has been a queit death for my relationships where everything that I wanted to say was said but still felt like I said nothing at all.
Can you imaging a poet not being able to summon the right words, lost in existence and all the while meeting it with persistence.
I need a time machine but that just wouldnt be fair. I would always be wondering if my relationship was meant to be or if I was always playing cleanup.
I miss her thats all. I think that previous statement says everything about my resolve that you need to understand.
