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My jaw dropped from the time I saw her, she was everything and nothing. I knew nothing about her, just a silhouette of someone I just saw and with grace and perseverance I will see again. She was hope to me and that means she actually gave hope to all the things I wanted for myself because of her.
I should have been stronger, with a stronger foothold in the world. But I was always wearing the latest sweaters and I knew better but didnt act on it.
WHen I started writing this, I thought it was all about her but it is actually all about me.
