Temptation led me to you
The curiosity of wanting to understand the hype
The whispers grew over night , ya beauty
Every guy wanna fight for your sight
I'm not a competitor I stood in the back
Until ..
The opportunity became Clear ,
And there you were before I was ready...
You spoke.."hello"
After we gisted many topics
Shared laughs...
Interesting enough ,
Numbers where crossed
Never a dull moment From dust to dawn
You made me pawn all negativity I felt before
"Safe place" she repeated
Then...
The position became unclear , wasn't fair
I thought this was a "SAFEPLACE"...
Yet it was only "safe" for YOU!!
While my innocence was deceived
Receiving inconsistencies
Built my insecurities
In my mind shouting "who df raised you"
Intelligent speaking , abusive seeking
Your stories spun lies
Catfished your own existence forcing others to believe
Repeating lines like a predator reading recipes of disaster
The atomic bomb massive destruction
comes second in line to your mind
Like a black widow Weaving a web
licking her lips , with an evil laugh
That makes a church goer say "This too shall pass"
Time only proved you to Be
the lurker of darkness
Fake crying And lying....
I wish I was warned ...
Now I know better...