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INDEED IT'S ME
WHOM AGREED TO BE
THE FOOL THAT ONCE SHEEPISHLY BELIEVED IN ME
THE BEHEMOTH DEMON THAT SPEAKETH EGREGIOUSLY
BUT EVEN ME, WALKING ON WATERS OF THE HEAVING SEA
THAT DECEIT HAD PRECEDED ME
AND AS I SECRETED SEEDS THAT NEEDED ME
I’D FLEE THE SCENE THAT MISTREATED ME
THEN BEGAN TO QUESTION WHAT THESE DEEP FEELINGS BE
HAVING FELT LOST, TOSSED
THEN EMBOSSED WAS TEACHING ME
LESSONS, THAT NEEDED ME TO BELIEVE IN CREEDS
AND AS I’D AGREE TO BE FREE UNBELIEVABLY
BUT CAME ALONG A BREEDING SCHEME, TO BE MEETING ME
THEN MY OLDER SELF DROPPED FROM THE SHELF THAT EVEN HE
BEGAN COMPETINGLY SEEKING TO BE SUPERSEDING ME
SLOWLY BEGAN CONCEDING, BUT I WAS MISREADING HE
JUST AN OLDER FOE WEEDING ME AND DEPLETINGLY DEFEATING ME
I AM THE INSULT AND END RESULT OF WHAT THE INNER BLEEDING BE
‘CAUSE SOMETHING HAS ALWAYS BEEN INCOMPLETE IN ME
AND WHAT I WAS PERCEIVED TO BE WAS SEEKING ME
WHILE IT WAS SIMULTANEOUSLY SEEKING TO BE DELETING ME
IMAGINE YOUR OWN COGNITIVE ACTING OBNOXIOUS TO YOUR CONSCIOUS
MISTREATING WE, HE WAS VERBALLY SKEETING SEEDS INCREASINGLY
BUT WHILE I WAS SNEAKILY CHEATING ME, I WAS DEFEATING ME
THE PART OF MY HEART THAT WAS DECEIVING ME
NOW I KNOW THAT HE AND ME BE NEEDING ME
AND ON THIS SCRENE IS A SCENE OF WHAT A BEHEMOTH BE
I USED TO ABUSE MY FLOW JUST SO YOU KNOW
AND YET THAT’S WHAT BEAT ME REPEATEDLY
SO WHILE I WAS EXCEEDINGLY PERCEIVING ‘WE’
THE BEAST IN ME WAS LEADING ME
AND THE INNER FOE THAT COMPOSED MY SOUL WAS BLEEDING ME
AND THE MORE I SOW, THE MORE OF ME HE WAS REAPING, SEE?!
THOUGH MY FLOW PROPOSED HAD SUPPOSED TO ACT LIKE AN ACOLYTE
I HAD TO FIGHT, AS I WAS MAD AT NIGHT FOR RECEIVING CREEDS
BUT ALL LONG, GOD WAS SECRETLY KEEPING ME
AND NOW I KNOW HOW MUCH I NEEDED HE
AND I DO MY BEST FROM MY CHEST
TO MAKE SURE I’M NEVER DISPLEASING HE
‘CAUSE WHEN I THOUGHT YOU GOT ME WITH A TSUNAMI
AND THOUGHT DEMONS WERE DEFEATING ME PEEVISHLY
YOU WERE ACTUALLY RELIEVING ME
BECAUSE ALL LONG, THOUGH I DIDN’T ALWAYS BELIEVE IN YOU
YOU ALWAYS DID BELIEVE IN ME!
