In Search Of Everything

Salty as F

I really dont like when I am like that, I get salty. Like Im spending too much time judging the world and not enough time just being who I truly am meant to be. It is a funny thing being one with the spiritual, following God's path. 

That's the easy part. We are a mix of everything that the Universe is made of and all the while feeling insignificant. Im spewing hydrogen and if you add some oxygen, things can get really interesting. 

With all this water, im still thirsty though.

Wet Blanket

I was suffocating those around me, I was literally a wet blanket. And I just kept constantly pouring water on the situation. I left no room to breathe and worse I could not change my mind and just move the f*ck on. 

I was strong in my insistence and I pushed forward hard. My back was against the wall but I created the wall. I was looking for freedom and I found it. I just had to let sh*t go. 

Tender Moments

Its really tough for people to understand that you care or to care for that matter. We are all brothers and sisters and we have a reason for being here. At least I think so. 

Those moments that you recognize that there is beauty in even the smallest things. That is the true magic of it all. These tender moments.

The Second Coming

I already came once so I guess this is the second coming. I was pushed back and then I pushed forward. I made the world regret would it had in store for me. I raised all the prices, even on the candy bars. I was exhausted but the fact of the matter is that so were they. I was making they pay with sweat equity. 

You not gonna take me on for free. And just like them, I charged a fee. Heavy taxation with representation. I wanted them to see it coming. Even after the first time, I recoiled and slapped back. You can call it a double tap. 

I was eager with retribution and the only solution was for them to back down. 

Disposition

I was in a foul mood today, the world was just not tilting the same and I was spinning off balance. When I came to a stop, I had to reorient. I was speaking Chinese and all the words made sense. 

So hence, I am not a communist but I believe in community. Gather close and lock arms. We have the same oppressers and now my foul mouth has made its way back to me. I was speaking out of turning and throwing draw fours at the same time. 

I was making friends today. In fact, I could have been doing the opposite. It didn't matter though, it didnt matter what I said. The world just wasnt right anyway.

Bacon and Grease

I thought I was eating bacon and it was all grease. It bees like that sometimes, you think you taking a bite out of one thing but you are taking a bite out of something else...and that aint right. 

What did I expect from this life? and that is the most powerful question I will ever ask. Im getting exactly what I expected. I set the expectations, heck you do too. 

Put it in your mind on exactly who are and move in that direction, no excuses this time. 

Mind Over Matter

It was never mind over matter, I connected my mind to the matter. I was living in my dreams. The worlds could not even see what I was looking at because they were living inside of it. 

I made the matrix collapse on itself. I came of the shelf and I created a future that I had already seen and now I am here. I no longer have a voice, my words are always spoken and this is the echo. 

Vector

I was taking many shapes today, they were trying to figure me out and I let them fumble about for the most part. They thought they had a part of me but only I could have the heart of me. I was pumping like I was on 20 red bulls, I was one with the world and it was in rhythm with me. 

My aura was carrying everything I was doing and I knew I was on to something. They fixed a noose, I saw it different. I adjusted my collar bone and left them alone. You need two to party and I was all partied out, meaning that I was out. 

So no matter what they wanted me in, I was out. No matter where they tried to find me, I was out. 

Black Brisquet

You would think we were on the menu they way they talk about and pursue us. It was always sus, the behavior that is. They were doing too much and didnt have a reason for it. 

Or maybe they did and it was their own. Imagine that, living and dying in your own imagination. Who would you turn to for help in that situation. Did you send out a question in the ether and get an answer back? 

Wouldn't that answer just be coming from you? Thats a mential dis-ease, it makes them uneasy. 

But here you are, brisquet. Break that mental monopoly and just be, simply the greatness that is you. 

In Search Of Everything

Imagine being in search of everything and in the end finding nothing. A wasteful life of indulgence only to end up in a wasteline and a fat wasteband. My pants couldnt fit and I was left with an empty table with no gifts. I was looking forward to this and somehow I am here. 

I swayed back and forth with the rising and lowering tide and it was one h*ll of a ride. But just to get here. 

How unsatisfying.