if a synonym for kin is allied then why am I in between a war on both sides if united is a synonym for allied then why is my kinsmanship a great divide if kinsmanship
signifies a deep bond than why aren't we close knit why isn't my lineage my kindred my nearest my dearest if another word for cousin is cohort than why is my cousin not my comrade if "blood is thicker than water" then my bloodline is definitely a clot a knot a problem a complicated issue friction confusion obstruction blockage preventing a smooth flow of communication difficulty in resolution not a easy fix imagine an eternal cycle of psychotic energy gone viral instead of the unbreakable permanent union it should be it has me in a dysfunctional hold that's hard to mentally and emotionally escape

