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I'm conversing with the future while hearing whispers from my past
I feel like its taunting me asking how long will I last
I'm asking how could what's meant for me take so long and not come fast
why must I be haunted by all those things that I don't have
with no sense of direction there's alot of questions to be asked
I'm suppose to be on the right road but I swear I might just crash
I've dodge alot of speed bumps and made some wrong turns
so if there were lessons to be taught I'm sure that they were learned
looking back upon my past I had alot to overcome
and in my short lifetime I feel there was alot that I have done
sometimes I want to look forward, not turn back and just run
other times I fill as if I'm drowning in the middle of a small pond
with the now being established I continue fighting off old demons
my past conspiring to take me down I just tell it keep on scheming
my future suppose to be bright so I just keep on dreaming
but before I can make them come true I have alot of redeeming
sometimes there are days where I can feel so defected
like I wish I could go back to that point so that it can be deleted
my life can seem like a gamble and when I feel I'm down to my last bet
my future deals me a hand that shows me I'm not done yet....
