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To love
Should be reciprocal
But not everyone believes
In the forth giving miracle.
My life of giving and not getting
Has made me hateful & cynical
People tell me that I think miraculously
And yet full of fantasy whimsical
My life should be a musical
With the darkest of chords
Full of pain and discord
Mostly angered & bored!
When I give
I give of my entire person
But the more that I give
My life seems to just worsen
Why do I hold on?
Is the question I continue to self ask
As if there is gonna be a wondrous task
In a wonderful world in which we could bask
There’s no good ending
To this entity's story
No unfolding of glory
It’s just bloody & gory
Having love and had lost it
Makes me realize what it had cost
It had cost me my heart
My life was torn all apart
Everyday crying
Gravity defying
With no need for any lying
And on myself
I am forever relying!
SkTzO
