Perception

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just different

Notoriously clothed in all black
Long hair laid loosely upon my back
Eyes hidden behind dark shades
Crying eyes
That will never be seen
Life so much different than movie screens-
No rewinding scenes.
We are what we allow ourselves to be.
Wearing my anger on my sleeve
Running from demons chasing me!
My crucifix close to my heart
I stopped before I could start.
My combat boots on
I’m ready for war
You can’t save
What has already walked
Out that door-
I’m heading straight to that 33rd  floor
Ready to restore my faith
I pounded the drums
To f*** up the pace!
"Ugliness" is a valid trait.

Looking further….

There is a slight mildness to your composure
My eyes try and dilate to your devious deception.
It's become clear to me,
You're laced with cruel intensions.
I try and view you from a different perspective .
Yet you turn my perception.
I need not call you out
for what you've done
The sin you hold, cornered within your lust.
I stay fully in demand of my command
always on the right
An upper hand for the explanation of my life
 F*** you hypocrites!!!
Never let  loyalty leave your lying lips
Your betrayal slays
You dare not mention
Who's comprehending these games-
You portray everlasting
while purposing forever
with an elastic ring
To keep you removed from sanity
I allow for your treaty to tease
Anticipating the need for speed
Go ahead,
Get lost in your greed

Playing with the fire
That stings!
Stand afar as you watch me bleed.
Allow the sorrow to feed your inhibitions

Next scene.
New rendition.

-Desiree Chavez