Inspired by many to share what i’ve been through
Because rape was by date since the age of 2,
Lost and found through the tears that flooded my eyes
I was unwilling drowned
By what you call your semen and others call your nut
How could you puncture such a deep womb in my gut.
Every fear came from you, every tear described what it is that you do.
But my strength stood the test of standing tall
Because I refused to fall
My life you see hadn’t been a golden staircase.
Its been a house with many different rooms
And each door that opened was a new family that I was introduced to
Love never existed in this life of mine
Because once trust was broken my life was on the line
Resulting in the fatal death of mixed emotions
All I saw was black, as I split my wrist and watched the clock
I got up to make sure the door was locked.
You see I am a tragedy a sad story come true
But I watch and count my blessings
Because through it all my smile results in all the lessons
That this life has taught me
From trusting no one to being true to me