Maybe you should work on secluding yourself behind the doors of your emotions and step out into this reality where its every man for himself. You trying to hurt people verbally but you think you do it mentally when physically you are the only one hurting , and hurting yourself trying to make a fool out of the ones who continue to have your back and everyone else. Girl please get ya life, you claim to live a constant life of misery and strife when misery isn’t even the beginning of what its like, to live through this unfortunate journey with so many more burdens than your heart and mind can contain, but yet I was ya friend and tried to give you so much more to gain than another unborn fatherless child, I was the one that had your back when the abuse got wild. And you throw trust and loyalty in my face like I am the disgrace that gave you what you can never admit to erase out of your mind. Remember that I was the one that gave you truth even when it hurt me the most because I was the one who had to hold you close through your tears I was the one the comfort you in your times of fear. So don’t kill my vibe, instead get on my type time and realize that life isn’t a golden staircase, it’s a battle that we can honestly call a disgrace