You don’t understand

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first love

This; this feeling is more than personal, I’d hate to have to add more space for reasoning
And if I told feeling to word for you on a silver platter, it would have to taste just right as it is; no need for seasoning.
But before I confess it, it would have to escape my hearts fortress doors but...
...you don’t understand.

Yes my image is incomplete and not detailed for your perfection, but there are parts of me that deserve you
Because I’m proud of my selection, my potential has a promise to where I’m going, I can only hope you see a clue.
My goal is to have my own good books in history of me after I die, to kill the pride of death but...
...you don’t understand.

Time has created warm in-depth feelings in me for you; this is truth straight out the fortress doors of my heart.
I select a sense that your feelings connect strong but still unclear, I’d hate to see the bond grow apart.
You are well within the conceptions of extraordinary for me, so no-longer spectator; I am moved to move into you but...
...you don’t understand.

You see there’s no one person meant for you, you have to find someone prepared to become the one
And so in my dreams I made a wish to a jinni to be that someone for you, when I woke I prayed the wish was not undone.
I only hope that my love will be more than just a friend to you but...
...you don’t understand.

I hope I am a friend to the idea of me and you, when my heartfelt words reach to huge your soul.
You see more then loneliness will follow me if we go apart, but if I am not enough; I’m prepared to pay the toll.
You see “I love you”... is so suicidingly close to what I feel for you; it needs its own entirely new word but...
...you don’t understand.