1900
Heavy emotions had me open and chain smoking
I ain't joking
headache like a hang over
yeah thats how you reigned over
don't ask baby girl…
no I ain't sober…
sour taste in my mouth but no I ain't kosher
I tried to be iron like and keep the wrinkles out
my tough tears seem to trickle down
sobbing in silence…exterior smiling… playing 2K yeah thats the dude way…
Strip club on Saturday and bought a few chicks Moet…Im drinking….
all day
I ain't hardly ate…
Party party party to keep my mind off the hurt….
you probably curled up with a book wearing one of my shirts
or screwing one of my boys while Im partying hurt….
it would be better if your doing the one I said first
but it wouldn't surprise me if one of my boys was quenching his thirst
I hope I'm dreaming some body pinch till it hurts….
My pride keep deleting your number
even though its memorized I might as well keep it 100
Party party party she on me like Im gold…
she don't even know that I'm froze
she don't even know that I'm hurting inside and that I only stepped out because
I was tired of it no lie….
Tired of emotions and chain smoking scribbling sentiments and posting them
on Poetry Vibe….Tired of wondering what you doing and who you with….this shot is for you….
keep my tab going I'm split…
