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Its mysterious isnt it watching someone slip away right before your eyes could be less than pleasant i been trying to make a way for you and me pushing people out of my way just so i can breathe they seem to wonder why im mad why i refuse to act the way their familiar with why i refuse to put up with that issshh no ones safe and its true that while i do me they,misuse ,misuse my heart taje advantage of each part but im learning choosing a place that only i prefer i realized alot i wanna walk the right path now that i have another shot i dont owe anyone a damn thing not the slightest bit cause im cautious as to who can fit and im like this very often so if ever i slip i catch my grip straighten my hips and push forward like this one foot in front of another see i was so use to having this cover that it became to much to hold it all in how can one constantly depend on them and not thyself? How could one reach such a low and no ones there to help or consider their feelings just watch me die over and over again spiritually build me up break me down mentally i know im at fault somewhat but who would of thought my family wouldnt give a **** see those things i wasnt taught luckily i had strength to defeat those demons to even feel like i had nobody that i was a waste of an egg and his semon turning my life over once i climbed upon the shoulders of others to gettinf a push to be my best it was all in his test and i remained steong even determined see to all those things i was a virgin necer once experienced such pain a pain so deep it made me feel incomplete that it made me think is this how my life is going to be i had to fight slept in a shelter for a night shower amongst others no privacy no cover it was like i became accustoned to this dispare no one could understand to look at me and just see a human no im more than that im a woman