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Number one told him he was the one
Went eight months and decided to give him some
5 minutes later it want what it was suppose to be
But still I kept smiling
Loving him supposedly
Than found out he loved my pockets more than me
So I said thank you nobody will never use me for my money
Next one was so sweet
Came and got me every week
Gave me money like he had owed it to me
We was deep yea deep into the sound of my ocean leak
And I was weak because he was everything he was suppose to be
supposedly
And did anything a man pose to do
So when I saw him with another girl i didn’t say nothing like its cool
Only because I didn’t wanna lose the benefits
Or the way he get lost in it
But then I woke up like thank you boo but im not coming again
No man will have to help me
Independent women God blessed me
new dude cool one didn’t no him from anywhere
but everybody else did they had so much to say
he had me listening to so what by ciara (replay)
love of my life we was getting married
he loved me unconditionally until I found out it was way more than just me
have 2 babys on me and I forgave him cause he said sorry
than the sorry didn’t stop and I kept forgiving
loving only him while he loved plenty women
Got my own place he moved in so I thought I was winning
His evil grin looking down at me while my head swimming
Abusively I ran away from his love
And I told him thank you cause I want love another man that much
Now look at me im smiling
Thanking all yall because I can continue to use my talent
Writing these poems to make the memories silent
Out loud I speak but its on paper you see
Just broke up with the man I thought was the best for me
Happier than the day we met when I told him to leave
Not broken down nor losing any sleep
And I thank him cause I never let a man love me so ungrateful
And cause of my past exs I knew I have to break the lease
To be continued maybe I don’t know we will see
Lessons learned but im still loving myself thankfully
