Escaping suicidal

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Placing a nine against my brain could be so easy
But pulling the trigger where will I go
Will it be easier then my tears that’s soaking on the floor
All the things that has cause me to come to this day
I shall stand and not let it be me
Fear strikes knowing that I may not see a brighter day
But if I pull the trigger all I will see is darkness
No more reason to get mad
Being loved by many will be erased
They will just miss me saying
RIP
I refused to be a victim of this bullet
That’s tryin take me I will overrule it
For I am just going through life
Struggle and pain
I will smile one day
No pain instead they’ll all be erased
Hypnotized snap my finger and I will forget everything
F*** the gun
Laughing at the bullets because I know one day I will say I have won
Victim to be suicidal yet
Ima take this life struggle
And want any gun stop me from running…
Away from suicidal thoughts I will be above them