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She screams out his name every night it seems like a nightmare, but she's willing to fight.
Her pillow is wet from her tears of despair; feeling lost, broken all unwanted cares.
Tourtured every night with a broken heart, he already won, she didn't play smart.
He wasn't suppose to hurt her she wouldn't allow, but here she lies awakened by her own deafening sound.
Her hand clenches her chest begging for god to give her some rest.
She knows that when she falls asleep again, dark eyes will surround her once more in her head.
She will sense his presence and shiver from his touch, his eyes will burn through her revealing so much.
She will try to stand guard against her heart, against her soul but his eyes will lurk in the darkness waiting to exact his toll.
He will hum a melody and give a wicked smile, making it look all ravaging and viciously wild.
She will feel his desirable urge to then take her heart and make it surge.
Then something will happen and he will wish to go, he will leave her standing and she will never know.
Her heart will break once more that night, for mistakes she made an unforgivable plight.
Then she will scream and awaken again looking for someone who understands, but she will be left alone and in the dark crying behind her hands.
~~ You are terrifying and strange and beautiful,
Something not everyone knows how to love.~~
