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oh you thought it was over; thought I'd left the scene?
No. my mind's too complex, and my thoughts run too deep.
Back to my struggle, and how my heart bled my love out.
you effed it up for the rest, and thats without a doubt.
You touched down, and didnt even hit me up...
Heard from your "folks" you had issues.... "N1qqa wtf?'
Whats really effed up is, you told her, to tell me that...
But you couldnt say it face to face?? You know that ish wack
Swear you: REAL, LOYAL, COMMITED; so called "GD"
But you lied, ducked, and dodged.. And refused to keep it G with me?
Your ride or die, real ; Bonnie to your Clyde?
ALL because you ***ed up; I ed, and didnt let it slide?
REALITY CHECK!!! IF I GOT YOUR BACK, ITS MY JOB TO KEEP IT STRAIGHT GUTTA AND REAL!
let you know when you f*ck up, and still show love: niqqa fu*k how you feel!!!
Im jus speculating, cuz i never got any 'real' answers.
suspense and curiosity eating me alive like some f*ckin cancer
Like they say, " Some things aint meant to be understood."
Jus like how you'd rather run the streets,and hang in the hood
Over growing up, becoming a man, and start taking responsibility?
You'd rather take the road right back to SCDC... really?
I cant believe you let me think you would change...
But what can i expect, comming from a niqqa in your age range?
Not much more than broken promises and lies..
Not even answers to the: who's what's when's or why's
Its taking alot of time to get over you
I cant just stop loving.Im not you...so i cant do what you do
All I can do is bide my time till the pain goes away,
and the best thing for me is to take it day by day
I know you dont give a f*ck about me, and i accept it.
Smiling through the tears and heartache; bit by bit...
Until the day comes that my heart is finally FREE!
Just know that you're prayed for and cared continuously by me...
Im not trying to get back in good; NO not in the least
Just letting you know how you hurt me...and didnt even say....sorry :(
the epilogue is complete and comming soon!!!
