Letter to My Exes

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As a man, I must put my heart on my sleeve

Whether you wanna hear it or not, its not about whats heard, but how its perceived

So be ready to hear whats next

This is a letter to my exes

Dear Sade, I could care less about what we had

You played me like a board game but a n*gga aint moap around and be mad

Breaking up with you wasnt a hard thing to do

Plus everything that followed our break up was what you had coming to you

Dear Chrystal, you tried to play me too

But I was Stevie Wonder, didnt wanna believe it and even afterward I cared about you like a fool

I wished bad things on you because of the hurt you put on me

Tried to forgive you but my heart wont let it be

Told me you loved me even but didnt want the commitment

What was I thinking anyways? 10th grade? Now I dont even want you in my life plus theres nowhere for you to fit in it

Dear Mychelle, I tried to love you, but it was hard

Yeah I listened to what people said and broke up with you but understand I had to listen to my heart

You didnt have to feel what I felt, hearing the rumors about you

So you wouldnt understand if you were in my shoes

It had nothing to do with whether or not they were true

I just got tired of the laughter directed towards me because of you

You didnt have to feel the sharp pains to my self esteem or the thoughts that plagued my mind

So I ended the relationship, now you're a memory i cant find

Dear Ana, you was the first girl I ever cried over

You was the first girl I ever really truly loved and I placed you above others

You wanted something and I granted your wish

Its just a damn shame that we had to end over your selfishness

Dear Aaleyah, out of all my exes I cared for you the most

It might not have seemed that way because of what my actions showed

The cheating was unnecessary and the second time it happened was worst

I just hope that you forgive me instead of me being someone you'll forever curse.

-Signed: The Heart Of A Sorry Man.