My smile

  " you have a beautiful smile" 

This smile hides my pain. Pain that runs as deep as the roots of magnolia tree swimming festering growing inside of me. Let me out I feel so trapped putting on my I'm contend with life smile knowing I wish there wAs more settling not doing more being a better person letting others decide my fate I hated my smile because no one gets to see the reals the real hurt I had to live with my lips are sealed but my smile was my shield a pretty picture painted for those who felty life was perfect and everything I've been through wAs worth it my smile is my life my camouflage my sanity