Torn

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I'm torn in between the two

And I don't know what to do

One minute I hate you

The next minute I love you

Yesterday we were fighting

Today I wanna kiss and hug you

I'm torn

When your at your best there is nobody that can compare to you

But when your at your worst

I just wanna strangle you

I wonder why you can't be faithful

When I give you every part of me

And people don't understand that I love you even though you cheat

I know it's sounds crazy

It seems like I don't value myself

Or I'm leaving my worth in your hands

My friends don't get it

My family can't understand

My mama asked

"Why can't you let go of that man"

But I hold on to the good

You know the days when you cook and clean just to give me a break

You massage my body and run my bath water

You tell me I'm beautiful and how you love me so

That's why it's so hard for me to let go

I let the good outweigh the bad

And I know it's not healthy

I do wish that you would stay true

I try my best to believe in you

I truly feel that you can change

You can grow up and stop playing these games

But I know that's something that only you can do

So I wait and I wait

I wait for you

It's been 4 years

Of happiness and pain

Smiles covered in tears

Pleasure and pain

Deceit and extasy

All this has left me so confused

My heart and my mind are in a constant battle

And I'm stuck in the middle not knowing what to do

So I stand here alone

Torn between the two