Tomorrow crept in and stole todays light and yesterdays memories, the dark side in myself disappeared ,exhilarated with the possession of torment, the double path walked of gain and loss, anger comes to the surface, yet such tendencies disappeared. Because for the first time I've been close to the light." I chose to rise from the pain and the knowledge lost from periods of doubt, brush off the ashes of days gone to sunder, to be done with, and phoenix rising, darkness no more.