Black Tree

CATEGORY

first love

Black tree, black tree, black tree like me, taking root in my insanity, I’m losing touch with my reality. This type of pain is consuming me. I told my best I think I’m losing me. I can't believe this how you doing me. I was numb but now I feel something, this type of pain will make you kill something. Overwhelmed got my emotions flowing, got my body feeling like an ocean. Waves of feeling, that I haven't felt. Crushing me I don't know what to do. All this pain I think of hurting you. You say you never really needed me? When you cried and begged and pleaded for me. I gave you all of me, the real me you feel me? In my mind I thought eternity, spitting hurtful words and hurting me, take your boots and kicking dirt on me. Overwhelmed I don't know what to do, when all this time I really needed you. In my mind I thought this was true. spinning circles from all this you do. Questioning who you talking to. Man I thought you really needed me. I sat and watched you beg and plead for me. I took this pain and I bled for you, walking around emotionally dead for you. I'm not good with this breakup , then you wanna do this makeup ? So you asking for some favors from me? Can you taste these different flavors on me? And I was dumb I should have never did it, and I was through so I hit and split it. Angry from all the you do, hurtful words you spitting venom too. Then I laugh and I curse at you, when I knew that this was done and through. All these nights I sat and cried for you. For those days I thought I'd die without you. Black tree, black tree, black tree like me taking route in my insanity, digging holes through my eternity. I really loved you before you turned on me, and I can't believe you really hurting me. Take my name and kicking dirt on me. Feeling like you had deserted me. I sit and think of all the you do, then I know I’m done and through with you. Black tree, black tree taking route in my insanity. Intertwining my identity. Standing tall and firm I know we can't be. Black tree, black tree, black tree taking route in my insanity. Black tree, black tree.