Kim's Pain (I feel it)

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Kim's pain was mind numbing

She watched him in sorrow

How could he do that to her?

She loved him too!

Why wasn't she good enough?

She loved him too!

She hated her

She stared daggers into her

She felt flames in her soul when she saw her

She didn't understand why he'd chosen her

She was pretty too but maybe it wasn't enough

She was motivated too

He said he loved her too 

Why'd he pick that chick?

She'd known him longer

Loved him stronger

Was ride or die for him

But wasn't good enough to be by his side to him.

She cried for him

Lied for him

Would do time for him

Grind for him

And even though he'd left her lonely

She'd inhale one last time and die for him

But he chose someone else to start a family with

Though she proved she could be his

All she wanted was to be his

But he chose someone else to marry & have a kid

Her heart hurt to see them

She didn't have a reason 

To hate her but she did

That should have been her life

As his wife

With his kid

I've cried Kim's tears

After all these years 

As her pain replayed in my life

watching the one I love with his family

And possible wife

The thought sickens me

Ughh *vomit*

Loving like Kim loved

Addicted like Kim was

Overdosing him with my love drug

And though I'm fiending, ending up with none

Feeling empty

Does he know it?

Feeling lonely,

Do I show it?

But I rather be alone

Singing sad love songs

Screaming because the pain is so vivid

It hurts like hell

But I'm saving my love for him

Praying for miracles as well

Praying I don't have Kim's fate

Praying he won't forever make me wait

Praying she knows he's not for her

But doesn't wait until it's too late

Hoping I get to love him in this lifetime

Hoping one day his heart will be mine

Hoping my prayers are not in vain

Hoping one day I'll no longer feel Kim's pain