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I became social custom
I was prescribe
A dose of friendship
I became accepted
The wall I build
For my heart
I was willingly
To break it
Now I'm being neglected to one
I let in
I've shared my happiness
My sadness
Even my disturbs involvement
For you to tolerate me
And Then to say
I fabricated my self
To u
Then execute every
Word
Then dissolve every memory
Innumerably i repeated those
Conversation never thought a friendship
Can be theatrical
The degree of my involvement
I feel so let down
The person I let in
Is no where to b found
Impatient and irritated I'm taking a hard look at myself is it "me"
Y is This repetitive Encounters becoming a habit the ones I try to stay away from I'm magnetized by the ones I never thought let me down the ones take off so quickly
I can't understand y is it hard to find a true friend who understand the person you are
