Leaving

Navy blue waters with sharp edges sting my tippy toes

There's a possibility here I ..

Sitting and staring seemed to be safe at first
Fullness in the top of my head and aching in my stomach that reached 
into my lower back push me to think further

I may just.......

Desperate thoughts of the day's  lifetime made me stumble and I was in…..

Echoes of baby voices first argument of color and breath
Made me conscious

I can't believe I .......

Cool blue dressed  me fine and  I was calm

Oh my ........

I've found peace here. I was so tired 

Why did you hide from me so long, I've been so very tired and hungry
But you walked on by my stretched out arms with all 10's erect

Cool is now dark and more warm than anyone would ever believe
I'm in between the walls now
Squeezing thru small crevices with doors that grow soft and collapse 
when you touch them

I am walking toward the breath of GOD

I hear a boat and the strong wind tickles the top of my head
She is singing for me to move my arms but I'm required to wear shoulder pads 
Filled with sorrows so heavy I can not stay afloat
The badge is written in esoteric codes and says to shoot until the misery is gone