I loved u real like blood and bones 
Hurdles and hoops made of hurt to jump through 
A race to a finish line of disregard and mistrust 
My love for you has begun to de value my spirit 
The animation in my truth 
The miracle in my exaggeration 
All in jeopardy 
The thing that pushes me to accomplishment, in jeopardy 
That most amazing thing, that all have been a beneficiary of, the very thing that fuels my images to form and life
All in jeopardy 
Your love realized makes me publicly small and insignificant 
My hope for your love only lives subconsciously 
Constructing  bridges of good intentions and humbling moments to admit you were right 
To only be met with a regretful admission that,I hate to say that you were right 
This constant dance of conflict, disagreement and muteness has become too costly
Oxygen and nutrients have become limited because of our inability to process with an open heart
 

 
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 2000
