i hate me -_-

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life

I hate my life I really honest to god hate my life. it really is boring and unfulfilling it’s literally the same thing every single day! I wake up thank the lord for a new day get on my unties computer to fill out job applications and sometimes check to see how everyone else is doing but when I ask how are they I find myself not even caring anymore because I know the answer to my own question so really it’s no need for them to answer me or respond back I know I know. I should be more grateful more appreciative but I just can’t I really can’t no matter how hard I try to look at things from a positive view my only aspect is at the bottom there fore I can only receive the negatives this might sound tipico but what I want to be the one you see in the music videos and blowing money on strippers living a lavish life having it made I’ve struggled long enough already filling my sadness turning into madness dislocated parts of my thoughts are scared across the network for people to see that I am a worldwide failure even if I haven’t been around my life is surrounded by circles repeats of the same mistakes over and over again listening to the music people make to make money and entertain people like me a wanna be is more likely something id become by over stressing about the things I haven’t obtained yet but one day I will