Her

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Struggling to keep my composure
The worst part is over
I think I found a four leaf clover
This feeling
These emotions
Threaten to drown and pull me over the deep end
Can I let him deep in?
My knees shake like an earthquake
And I debate what I’m feeling
Real recognize real
But what happens when they’re both fake?
Both lost souls with no faith
They say the devil comes in the most beautiful disguise
I think I found the devil and he’s all mine
Mine to touch
Mine to keep
Don’t tell me what is wrong for me
I already know
But as much as I am scared I can’t let these emotions go
I hope we grow
It’s been too long
17 shots in the dark and the only love I ever known was gone
So I walk around coldly, unholy
Chasing paper
Fade her
I make love to this shot and chaser
Erase her
My mind’s clouded as I try to remain grounded
No balance
This world is no place for the weak
So I let the silence speak
Relapse unto this paper and pen
Awake her
My only savior
Who knows what thoughts can come from this place
I am her..

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