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I had accepted the reality, that you couldn't love as deep as me. I realize that all my cries, are not going to bring you back to me. I had so much hope that we'd be together, but the reality is that we'd never be.
No matter how i cried, soaking my pillow, doesn't mean you'll be there to comfort me. No matter how i try to ignore my memories of us, they'll always haunt me.
No matter who you choose, I'll always know that i was born to be with you. Even when i felt like screamin, throwin things, you're not on the other end of my phone thats ringing. When I'm lonely and coldness surrounds me, you're arms wont be the ones holdin me. This was my reality. Regardless who i met or dated, it seemed always beneath the love you showered on me.
