Take it away

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I swore to myself i wouldn't let depression eat me

Especially with all those days stuck in darkness

Waiting for the light to come and take over me

Me, sitting there allowing myself to willow in my own self pity

It didn't matter what caused me unhappiness, as it had the same effect on me

Not caring about what im doing to myself

Cause if i die atleast it will allow this depression to end

With a built wall in my head, so no one can try and knock it down with a bulldozer to try and figure out whats actually going through my head

Like fxck this

And fxck that

Aint now body know and understand what im going through

I want solitude so i wont be brainwashed with all your bull screaming out 'you know what? you aint even the shxt anyway'

But i never said none of that cause i know it weren't the truth

But even though i love my solitude

I know it will bring me into a deeper hole, with no gate to go though

Which then allows my depression to brush another part of light in me away

So maybe with this gate in my view i should take it

Before depression eats me

Before solitude is everything

And before all my light has been taken from me