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She has had enough, enough of this sh*t,
feeling heartbroken, stuck in the darkest pit!
Always writing when she knows he doesn't read this,
every night going out looking at the stars, making the same damn wish!
Loving someone with all your heart, knowing they never really cared from the very start.
She wouldn't wish this feeling on anyone, but she has had it, She is Finished, She is Done!
She knows he has moved on with someone new and she was just left lost, always willing to pay the price never realizing the cost.
She disgusts herself for always feeling torn, She wants to just forget what she was fighting for.
She feels he got what he wanted, exactly what he had in mind,
for her to feel broken and never have peace inside.
Yes, she feels defeated and in utter chaos but she promises you this...in the end this isn't her loss.
~ I stood in the storm & when I didn't blow away, I adjusted my sails..but now it's time for me to head in a new direction.
