(Mental) Status

The question is.. "What is on my mind?"

Lost it a while back... I'll tell you what I find..

While i look for it... Should i look for it..?..

Why look for it.. What am i looking for?

My restless nights are a rude awakening..

I day dream of sleep.. Dreaming of nightmares..

Though a shallow slumber... I still think deep..

deeper than the infinite why?

only to understand infinity?

the unknown......

and the fear of which...

all of which bringing me back to reality..

which one?...

i don't know...

crazy...

i know right...

"What is on my mind?"

i dare to wonder..