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In the night I wake up from a nightmare
Sweating bullets and feeling like I was truly there.
The deep emptiness and the burning stank, Had to be hell I think.
People all around me suffering and burning on fire - but they did not die they continued suffering, screaming for help and begging to be let go or just die. Prince said it best "People want to die just to be free". Right now I'm thinking - That's me.
Although this is all but a dream, It still causes me to scream and ask God to please help me out of this hell I am living in. He said "You're not in hell my son - This is still the place you call Earth.
I began to scream and cry "God this can't be where I exist and live and He said "It's too late now son Man Has Finally Destroyed Man and you are now seeing your destiny if you don't change. This will be the Truth of My Word.
I all of a sudden experienced a moment of clarity and now I understood what now was at stake. I heed the warning that God had shone me. I now know what it is I got to do.
Stop living in my self-destructive ways and go to the light of the Father or don't even beg or bother - cause you had your chance and you neglected to heed the message.
So now live in the hell which has worse carnage that you witnessed in the dream.
Now for eternity you will scream - go back to bed son cause it's not a dream.
I couldn't imagine eternity like this, so I grabbed my .45 and put it to my head, pulled the trigger and for all of you that I miss I guess I deserve to die like this.
Peace!!!
