Handwritten

I thought it would be better

to sit down take time

to write you a letter

to slow down all the thoughts

running through my mind

footprints on my brains

hurts like sinus pain

like the sound of thunder

is the sign of rain

I'm at the edge of everything

should I endure it

or should I complain

excuse my print

my handwriting is

too hard to explain

I wrote one line

put my pen down to rewind

this would be better face to face

I'm down here and you're in

a different place

I don't erase

I backspace

I'm looking up at the clouds

like when I was a child

hoping I could see you

peeking out

that's what dreaming

is all about

I lost track of what

I was talking about

it's 12 noon

time to checkout

no looking back

hope to see you one day

on the other side

of the tracks