Desire

The way I perceive you in mind often reflects my desires of being the one women of a kind

I thought I saw it in your eyes the look that said you should be mine your mouth tells me different when we speak of bars and spitting

Poetry my life and stability

What I want to say is I think of you so different

Mixing your qualities with mines now that's significant

The fingers are typing so freely it's imminent to the touch I know to you I was just a ***, however I continue as such

Thoughts of your hands on my face when you kissed my lips traced my face cupped my breast sat at the diner with me even when I lay my head on your shoulder to rest

When u wrapped my hoody string through my coat while the rain poured on the car we were soaked

Not by the rain but each other's scent lips so red burnt out by each other's touch so frequent seconds passed and it was too much

Weeks would go by not seeing your face and I would excite when u would tell me sure I'll stop by

Now months have past and I still feel the same going about my days and when I think of your name it's hard to restrain From wanting to see your face I check on you here and there through social media but it's not fair that I can't express how I think of your stare because I'm your past with an ex on my face because I have a fiancé that I wish u could take his place if I send this u might think I'm crazy to you I'll be insane and you might act more shady

I ask The Lord above what to do with no answers coming to me I have no clue

so I write until my creator give me a sign