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Who would have thought
That I would fall in love
With someone within twenty weeks
And have a bond like no other.
With a male other than God,
Who yet
Depended on me for all his needs.
He let me know
When he was hungry,
When he was scared,
Or even when
He just wanted some attention
My Son that’s who!
I could feel every little movement
Inside of me.
Except for one,
One that caused him
His life.
We were at a regular
Ultrasound appointment.
When something tragic happened,
We found out
That his unbiblical cord
Was starting to wrap around his throat.
So they immediately
Rushed us for an cesarean
Then I began to stress,
Due to all the false hope
In the air.
My blood pressure
Began to rise
Then slowly slipped
Into a comma.
Where I seen my son
For the very first time,
With his eyes open
And had a soul full of joy
Laying in an Angles arm.
Who looked as my Grandmother
I then knew,
That he had made peace.
Then reality sunk in
And I got to hold his shell
Cold as a winter’s night.
Looking nothing like the first time
That I laid eyes on him.
He was gone forever gone,
But will never forget.
The day
Coming in as two
And leaving out as one.
