Sometimes I think the worst thing I ever did was love you,a heart full of burdens,stress taking over,I feel like you the type that would give a cold shoulders once the part of winning you is over.I gets down and back up like a roller coaster chasing that feeling I once had before by heart froze up it's a soul ache deeper than you know hurting new more to let go Cuz you have control you manipulate my mind so much I lose my dreams even my goals, lost track of time you gotta know it's permanent, a cycle,some design that arose from the time of meeting you then seeing you and now this love that's deceitful too lies within our bed like it's breathing and sleeping truth but I been mislead cause it's those parts I see in you Man it's all up in by head hitting me in my stomach like a feeding tube losing my hair Cuz this stress shows me proof just tell me what you need me to do Cuz I'm trying to stay focus but it's hard to juggle love when confusion pushes it way through I'm hopeless cause i can already see this window closing