Thought Of You

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romance

As i clamor to every thought of you i know get hard when its not suppose to damn y did i have to love you so hard keep telling myself that this ain't the worst part ...its like my mind is playing games with my  heart i wanna start over but idk where to start i hear yo voice in my head and i cover my ears... just ain't how it appears ...paint me the bad girl like I'm the reason its been difficult for all these years but people don't understand what love would make u do..settling for less than what I'm worth was the truth believing whats in my mind that it could work out if it has to but you let me down and i was fooled lead me astray and i chose to do things my way and i loss the battle gave up because i couldn't win kept telling myself to keep trying over and over and over again ...i hate how i feel now mind clouded filled with doubts trying to forget a love i thought i cud so easily do without ...but i miss what we had even though the good at times outweighed the bad...spend most of my nights now lonely and sad....but i have to pick up whats left forgive the past and celebrate the present with my best  hate the fact that if i see u once I'm all in love again seem like i cud forget all about whats been done and we cud be the best of friends telling myself this time its over for real when at night i think bout our deep convos and those goofy moments u cant steal wish we wouldn't of argue so much that u could realize what we had and that me loving you was enough ...enough to push all the b.s. to the side enough to put up just as much of a fight...enough to be honest with me ...enough for me to not question your loyalty